Get to Know the 2025 Fellows: Akhil Shridhar (Bengaluru, India)

What inspired you to apply for the CCYAN Fellowship? 

The CCYAN fellowship is an exciting opportunity to connect with people going through similar experiences spread all across the world. I wanted to share the unique circumstances that we all face battling the disease, while also learning from others about how they deal with various issues brought up by it. Going through the content by past fellows and others suffering from IBD inspired me to do the same to help people looking for resources online.

What’s something you wish more people understood about living with IBD? 

I hope people realize that there is more than meets the eye! The disease is usually described as an invisible disability, and it requires significant effort to manage your day-to-day activities. Anyone suffering from IBD knows that it is pretty unpredictable and has an impact, both physical and mental, on us and the people close to us. It is important that we as patients, and also the people around us, acknowledge this to find a new “normal”.

What’s one piece of advice you would give to someone newly diagnosed with IBD?

One key piece of advice that I would like to share is to take the time and get informed about the disease. It will help you greatly in understanding what you’re going through and might also help ease off some of your apprehensions. It can also be helpful in communicating your symptoms to your medical team and getting you the right and effective care. And more importantly, learn to understand and trust the signals that your body gives you. You have to be your best friend first and foremost.

How has your experience with IBD shaped you (personally, professionally, or both!)?

It has been a story with greater lows than highs, but the lows do teach you a lot more than the highs. I have learned to adapt to the situation and make certain changes, such as, seeking help, asserting myself, making decisions independently, etc. Although we find ourselves constrained by factors beyond our control, we have to find ways to overcome them, and it can be deeply gratifying when you achieve your goals despite the hardships you’ve faced along the way. 

What perspectives, topics, stories, or projects are you looking forward to sharing with the CCYAN community this year? 

I am looking forward to sharing some of my stories and learning about how different each of our experiences can be. One area that I would like to concentrate on is how health policy can ease the burden of new patients and help them manage and overcome the disease better. We need greater awareness about the disease and the support that it requires from all stakeholders here in India, and it is high time we address this issue.

What’s your favorite hobby or fun activity? 

My idea of fun is DIY! Building things from scratch or fixing things has always been something that I enjoyed doing.

What is your favorite book, movie, or tv series, and why?

My current favorite book is “Steve Jobs” by Walter Isaacson. The book takes you on a surreal life experience and has great timeless lessons. Having watched “Interstellar” in the theaters recently on its 10-year anniversary has again made it one of my favorite movies for its brilliant cinematography, epic soundtrack and wonderful storytelling.

What is your favorite way to relax or unwind? 

My favorite way to relax would be to do nothing or more practically, make some coffee, and read a book.

What’s your favorite song, band, or musical artist?

My favorite song is “Waiting For The End” by Linkin Park, which is also my favorite band.

Get to Know the 2025 Fellows: Rifa Tusnia Mona (Dhaka, Bangladesh)

What’s something you wish more people understood about living with IBD?

IBD is a rare chronic illness, but from a disability perspective, it remains invisible. As a result, the pain and struggles of an IBD patient often go unnoticed by those around them—family, friends, and colleagues alike. I wish people would show more empathy toward those with IBD, recognizing that while it is a part of their life, it does not define them. They have dreams, just like anyone else, and they deserve every opportunity to pursue them. A little more understanding and support from friends and colleagues – whether in education or the workplace  – can make the journey toward those dreams much easier.

How has your experience with IBD shaped you (personally, professionally, or both!)?

IBD has profoundly shaped both my personal and professional life. On a personal level, it has taught me to be more discerning in relationships, to say ‘No’ when necessary, and to focus on what truly matters. It has shown me the importance of pausing when needed and moving forward when ready. Most importantly, it has helped me accept the things beyond my control.

Professionally, IBD has given me a sense of maturity. In the past, I would chase every opportunity that came my way. However, after my diagnosis, I learned to value my energy and prioritize what truly aligns with my passions and long-term goals.

What is your favorite book, movie, or tv series, and why?

My favorite book is The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho because it has taught me one of life's most valuable lessons. A line from the book says, "Every search begins with beginner’s luck, and every search ends with the victor being severely tested." I find this quote incredibly practical and motivating in my own life.

What is your favorite way to relax or unwind?

There's a food blogger named ‘Mark Weins.’ He is based in Thailand and is very famous on YouTube. For some reason, I find his videos very relaxing and soothing. Another way for me to relax or unwind is through music. I love both singing and listening to music. Although I am not a professional, It feels like when I sing, all the bubbling emotions inside me comes out and my heart feels light.

Get to Know the 2025 Fellows: Lexi Hanson (Missouri, U.S.A.)

What’s something you wish more people understood about living with IBD? 

I wish people understood how many modifications and adaptations we need to get through the day sometimes. IBD can be a very energy-consuming, exhausting disease and we are resilient for making it through the day, however that might look! IBD has also taught me how much I can manage and deal with while also being a human. Productivity can look very different to everyone, but we’re all humans! 

As someone with IBD, what’s one thing someone (a friend, family member, partner, teacher, doctor, etc.) has said or done that made you feel supported or understood?

Outside of my immediate family, I have a very close friend who has always been a great listener and is familiar with the disease. She allows me to show up however I can and understands if I need to cancel a hangout. Having someone like her makes me feel so heard and that I don’t have to mask or be “brave." I hope anyone living with IBD has/can find someone who they can be honest with and show up as themselves with! 

What’s your favorite hobby or fun activity? 

Right now, I am in a musical through my school. This year we are putting in 9-5. We rehearse during the week and I have been really enjoying going out of my comfort zone. I am no singer or dancer, but have loved the community and being able to connect with other medical students in a creative, outside-of-the-classroom way! 

What is your favorite book, movie, or tv series, and why?

I absolutely love Only Murders in the Building! It’s such a fun series and I feel like I can laugh and be entertained. I also love the guest stars they bring on! 

Get to Know the 2025 Fellows: Alexis Gomez (California, U.S.A.)

What’s something you wish more people understood about living with IBD?

The IBD experience isn’t a monolith! While many people with IBD experience similar symptoms, additional comorbidities and complications that are often associated with IBD can look different for everyone. Remission can even be different depending on the individual. Also, while IBD can be difficult on the body physically, the effect it can have on one’s mental health is often the most challenging. People with IBD are constantly having to adapt, cope with their diagnosis, expect the unexpected, and still show up for themselves and their communities every day.

What’s one piece of advice you would give to someone newly diagnosed with IBD?

Look online for IBD spaces and communities that you resonate with. Don’t be afraid to reach out to people who are also going through similar things as you! It can be intimidating at first, but having a community that gets it can make a huge difference in feeling less isolated and alone.

How has your experience with IBD shaped you?

I think my experience with IBD has made me a more empathetic person. IBD is an invisible disease/disability, and living with a condition that people can’t see when they look at me made me even more aware of the fact that you never truly know what somebody might be going through. Also, my experience with IBD has made me more appreciative of the little things in life that bring me joy and peace.

What’s your favorite hobby or fun activity?

I LOVE going to see my favorite artists in concert! Another fun activity that I enjoy and appreciate is having movie nights with my brother.

What is your favorite way to relax or unwind?

Making a nice hot cup of tea and reading a good book… or watching Netflix. Either or, but always with tea!

If you could have any superpower, what would it be?

I would want the power to heal. It’d be really amazing to be able to alleviate people’s pain from any physical or mental ailments.

Get to Know the 2025 Fellows: Michelle Garber (California, U.S.A.)

What’s something you wish more people understood about living with IBD? 

I wish more people understood that living with IBD is like managing a full-time job. It requires constant attention—from attending medical appointments and taking daily medications to carefully managing fatigue, stress, mental health, and diet to prevent flare-ups. When in an active flare, managing the pain and various debilitating symptoms associated with IBD takes up almost all of our energy. The condition’s unpredictability and constant need for management often forces us to cancel plans or limit activities, not because we want to, but because our bodies demand rest. We are NOT lazy. Whether we’re in an active flare or not, IBD is a persistent presence in our lives, affecting us in ways both visible and invisible.

What’s one piece of advice you would give to someone newly diagnosed with IBD?

My biggest advice for someone newly diagnosed with IBD is to find community. This disease can feel incredibly isolating, as few people truly understand its challenges unless they’ve experienced it firsthand. Connecting with others who have IBD creates a sense of belonging and makes the weight of the diagnosis easier to bear. Having a support system that truly gets it is invaluable—lean on those connections, and let them help you navigate this journey.

As someone with IBD, what’s one thing someone (a friend, family member, partner, teacher, doctor, etc.) has said or done that made you feel supported or understood? 

One of the most meaningful gestures of support I’ve received is when someone accompanies me to my doctor’s appointments. Many people with IBD struggle with medical trauma or fear that their symptoms won’t be taken seriously by healthcare providers. Having a trusted friend or family member by my side—whether for a routine check-up, a four-hour infusion, or even an ER visit—helps ease that anxiety. Not only does it provide comfort, but it also ensures that I have an advocate in the room when I’m not being heard. Plus, when loved ones witness the realities of IBD firsthand, they develop a deeper understanding of what I go through, which makes me feel even more supported and understood. 

What’s one way (big or small) you’ve advocated for yourself as an IBD patient that you’re proud of? 

An act of self-advocacy that I’m particularly proud of as an IBD patient is asserting to my doctors that I am the expert on my own body; I know myself and my body better than anyone else. Medical literature may define typical symptoms of a flare-up, but personal experience doesn’t always fit neatly into those definitions. I’ve learned to trust my instincts—if I notice early warning signs of a flare that aren’t medically recognized, I push for tests and treatments based on what I know about my own patterns. Challenging the notion that "textbook cases" define every patient has helped me receive better care, and I’m proud to have stood up for myself in that way.

What’s your favorite hobby or fun activity?

My favorite fun activities include going to stand-up comedy shows and going to concerts/live music events. There’s nothing better than experiencing the energy of a great performance in person! 

What is your favorite way to relax or unwind?

My go-to way to unwind is listening to music and getting lost in Spotify rabbit holes—it’s the perfect way to discover new artists and sounds while calming the mind. 

What’s your favorite song, band, or musical artist? 

Some of my favorite artists and bands are Chase Atlantic, The Neighbourhood, Magdalena Bay, Tame Impala, Mobley, Carpetman, Ashley Sienna, and THEY. 

If you could have any superpower, what would it be? 

If I could have any superpower, I’d choose the ability to heal—it would be incredible to take away pain and suffering, both for myself and for others.

Get to Know the 2025 Fellows: Aiswarya Asokan (South India)

What inspired you to apply for the CCYAN Fellowship?  

I wanted to feel something good/positive come from living with Crohn’s.  

What’s something you wish more people understood about living with IBD?  

Other people feel like I am having an attitude on my face, or as egotistic, or not smiling much, or being too lazy, or too demanding at times, or sleeping in classes at unexpected times. I wish they understood this is because inside I am going through unbearable pain, fatigue, or mental and physical breakdown which is hard to explain to everyone. 

What’s one piece of advice you would give to someone newly diagnosed with IBD? 

It might be very difficult to make peace with yourself and come to an understanding that it is a lifelong journey, but the earlier you can try to find acceptance, the better. Usually everyone has a tendency to hide the diagnosis on the note “how will others take it?,” but it’s our life, and it's only for us it is that we are the center of the show – for others it is just passing news, and not as big a deal as we may think. 

How has your experience with IBD shaped you (personally, professionally, or both!)? 

First of all surviving with IBD is not at all easy, you have to put double or triple efforts  compared to others to reach the same place! But now when I look back, I see:
1) As a doctor, I am more empathetic than others my age. People feel safe with me to share their concerns, and they feel heard and understood when interacting with me.
2) Since there were a lot of extreme lows in life, I know who the genuine people in my life are, and who will stay with me no matter what. Without IBD, I wouldn’t be able to come to this awareness this fast.
3) I was a very ordinary girl, a so-called good girl with a lot of fears inside, blindly following the rules laid down by the society. IBD has forced me to come out of it, break the rules if necessary, and to live my life on my own terms. In that way, IBD has given me a lot of freedom, or taught me what freedom is. 
4) Since IBD puts you through a lot of difficulties, my brain has become wired to get any tasks done in the easiest and simplest manner, so that my healthy friends feel that I am very cool. IBD has improved my patience, resilience, and perseverance.  

What’s one way (big or small) you’ve advocated for yourself as an IBD patient that  you’re proud of? 
I got diagnosed with IBD when I was in my late teens, I was told to keep the diagnosis a  secret by my family. There was a male nurse (who did my first colonoscopy) who told my  father that the diagnosis would turn out to be a serious issue when I get married. After a few years, when I had a lot of flares, I decided to stop keeping it a secret. This decision brought more ease to my life and my parent’s life – it was more like getting liberated. 

As someone with IBD, what’s one thing someone (a friend, family member, partner,  teacher, doctor, etc.) has said or done that made you feel supported or understood? 

My boyfriend is a big support – even when I go through weight fluctuations, he has never once made me feel bad. Instead, he has taken me to different places and taught me to enjoy life and not restrict it because of IBD. When we share our plate at  fancy restaurants, he will usually have all the fiber stuff on the plate so I can have the parts without fiber and will get a chance to try every food I want to. 

A former principal in my ayurveda college was the only person at school who knew about my diagnosis back then. He checked on me from time to time, and inquired if I was feeling tired or low. At the same time, the diagnosis was a safe secret with him, the way I wanted it to be. Once when I was going through a flare, he told me to make a list of people of whom I felt hurt and forgive them, so that I feel less burdened from inside. 

What is your favourite book, movie, or tv series, and why? 

I like the TV series “Friends,” it's fun to watch, because it is inclusive to everyone, feels comforting, connecting, and simple. 

What is your favourite way to relax or unwind? 
Watch a movie, spend time with friends or some family members, go for walks in the early mornings or in the moonlight, eat good food, and go on trips. I also love to stay cosy in my bed. 

What’s your favourite song, band, or musical artist? 

A.R. Rahman 

Do you collect anything? If so, what and why? 

I collect quotes/lines from books that I find interesting, it gives me some strength. 

If you could have any superpower, what would it be? 

Sometimes I wish I could eat whatever I want without having to go through any pain. A few days before my surgery (I used to vomit even when I take water), I asked the surgeon if I would be able to eat a biriyani right after surgery!

Get to Know the 2025 Fellows: Kaitlyn Niznik (New York, U.S.A.)

What’s one piece of advice you would give to someone newly diagnosed with IBD?

To anyone newly diagnosed, please give yourself some grace.  Know that there's going to be hard times ahead and you're going to experience things you never expected to deal with in your life.  It's okay to have bad days. It's okay to ask for help when you need it and be transparent with loved ones about how you're feeling.  Above all, don't forget your online IBD community is here for you!

How has your experience with IBD shaped you (personally, professionally, or both!)?

When I was younger I developed a severe blood/needle phobia.  As a precaution, I was excused from countless science lessons in school.  Since my diagnosis, I've tried to make up for lost time and learn more about the human body.  I read pathology books and IBD research papers in my free time so that I can be a more informed patient. 

What perspectives, topics, stories, or projects are you looking forward to sharing with the CCYAN community this year? 

I'm hoping to bring some art opportunities into my CCYAN Fellowship!  I am very interested in the topics of narrative medicine, biomedical communication, and medical illustration.  One perspective I am excited to share is having an IBD while also battling blood, medical, and needles phobias.  

What is your favorite book, movie, or tv series, and why?

My favorite movie is the Bollywood film Queen (2013) for its messages of independence and finding yourself.  I feel like getting an IBD in my 20s stunted my independence, so I really connect with the main character’s journey.  It also has one of my favorite songs ever - “Kinare”.

What’s your favorite song, band, or musical artist?

My favorite band is Enter the Haggis - a Canadian Celtic rock band with bagpipes and fiddles.  I've been to four of their concerts and own way too many of their t-shirts.  

What is your favorite hobby or fun activity?

I was an Irish step dancer for 11 years through high school and joined a Bollywood dance team for 5 years in college.  This year, I'm hoping to rekindle my love for Indian dancing by starting classical Bharatanatyam.

Get to Know the 2025 Fellows: Beamlak Alebel (Addis Ababa, Ethiopia)

What inspired you to apply for the CCYAN fellowship?

I was inspired to apply for the CCYAN fellowship because it is inspiring to see how people with IBD support each other and live their lives fully despite the challenges. These individuals serve as role models showing that it's possible to thrive with IBD seeing this kind of support can be incredibly empowering to feel less alone.

What is something you wish more people understood about living with IBD?

I wish people understood that living with IBD is a life threatening condition, not caused by malnutrition. Taking medication doesn't mean we are weak or incapable, we can manage our symptoms and still work and study and live lives. Again, sometimes certain foods can trigger our symptoms and while it might seem confusing we choose specific diets, because we understand what's happening behind-the-scenes in our bodies. 

What is one piece of advice you would give to someone newly diagnosed with IBD?

Know that IBD doesn't mean you can't live a full or meaningful life. Embrace it also knowing that you are not alone, embrace the lows with strength and appreciate the highs.

How has your experience with IBD shaped you (personally, professionally, or both)?

My experience with IBD shaped me in many ways. It made me to be empathetic toward others facing invisible illness, it also taught me the importance of self care and faith whenever we face uncertainty. Professionally it has fueled my passion to advocate and be resilient and made me turn my challenges into opportunities to help others.

What perspective, topic, stories, or projects are you looking forward to sharing with  CCYAN community this year?

My goal as a CCYAN advocate is to empower individuals living in IBD by sharing the lessons I learned from my journey. In addition to this, I have a goal to develop an app which is multilingual containing  both Amharic and English to support IBD patients in Ethiopia and globally.

As someone with IBD, what is something someone (a friend, family member, partner, teacher, doctor etc) has said or done that made you feel supported or understood?

One thing that has made me feel supported as someone with IBD was hearing 'you are not alone - you can, we can’ from a Crohns and Colitis Ethiopia member. It gives me hope and reminds me that we are in this together.

What is your favourite hobby or fun activity?

My favourite hobbies are going to church and taking night walks with my brother. Those moments give me peace and faith and time to connect with my family.

What are your favourite books, movies, or TV series and why?

My favourite TV series is Don't mess with an Angel (cuidado con al angel) which is a Mexican telenovela originally in Spanish. I found it interesting because of its emotional story and strong characters. It showed overcoming challenges with love and strength. 

If you could have any superpower what would it be?

If I could have any superpower it would be the ability to cure illness and provide basic needs for every one. I would work to make sure that no one has to suffer from lack of these essentials.