by Akhil Shridhar (Bengaluru, India)
A black and white image of a spiral staircase (view from above).
It all begins with a flare-up. For most of us, the diagnosis comes only after enduring symptoms for days or months, dismissed as a stomach bug. But when the discomfort escalates into a significant disruption, we hear the term “flare-up” for the first time. The symptoms build like a chain reaction, growing worse until urgent medications—usually steroids or antibiotics—are prescribed for relief.
Difficulty with Food
Almost every food item can trigger nausea or an urgent trip to the restroom, making nutrition a frustrating challenge. While some believe short-term food restrictions might ease inflammation, prolonged deprivation causes more harm. In countries like India, navigating diverse dietary recommendations complicates matters. As newly diagnosed individuals we often seek advice in support groups, hoping for recipes or meal plans that won’t worsen symptoms. But in most households, skipping meals isn’t acceptable. Our parents insist on “good food,” unaware that their concern often fuels the next domino.
The Washroom Runs
Initially, the frequent restroom trips are an inconvenience—but soon, they dictate life. The unpredictability makes outings stressful, and hesitation around food becomes constant. Exhaustion follows, leaving us dehydrated, fatigued, and mentally drained. The cycle feeds itself: eating triggers symptoms, symptoms disrupt daily activities, and fatigue makes even basic tasks overwhelming.
The Mental Toll
Beyond the physical struggle, IBD takes an emotional toll. The anxiety of unpredictability, the frustration of adapting to a condition that doesn’t follow rules, and the isolation of feeling misunderstood weigh heavily. Conversations become filtered—friends may not fully grasp the challenges, and outings are haunted by the fear of urgently needing a restroom.
Sleep Struggles
IBD doesn’t stop at meals—it disrupts rest too. Pain, restroom trips, and anxiety make sleep elusive, worsening inflammation and fatigue. Poor rest perpetuates the cycle, making daily recovery harder. Many of us try strict bedtime routines, meal adjustments, or sleep aids to reclaim rest. While perfect sleep remains rare, small efforts help ensure the limited hours of sleep offer some recovery.
Finding Balance
What I have realised after a few misadventures is that the best way to get out of this spiral is to consult your medical team and get the required medications right away. The damage that prolonged inflammation has is quite severe and takes months if not years to reverse, sometimes is unfortunately irreversible, therefore it is not worth the risk of ignoring it.
IBD is unpredictable and exhausting, but it doesn’t define life. Over time, we find dietary adjustments, support systems, and coping mechanisms to regain control. Gradually, these adjustments help restore control—accepting the hard days, seeking support, and celebrating small victories. While flare-ups will always come and go, so does recovery. Life continues, not perfectly, but uniquely. And within that cycle, resilience proves stronger than the condition itself.
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